Obsessive Compulsive or a Cult?
I'm sure all scrappers have been asked....or it has been mentionned by their loved ones that this "scrapping" is cult like.
I have to wonder - am I Obsessive compulsive or IS it a cult? Did Nick drop something in our drinks on the w/e?
I really had so much fun it's a bit worrysome. I didn't want to work on Monday. And it goes beyond that. I'm stalking ppl now.
I use to be a "once a week or two" blog lurker. Now in the morning I check, at lunch I check (*I take a lunch - this was not always so), on breaks I check, when I get home I check...I'm checking out their links. I was waiting with abated breath for Princess to get her camera - for Kimmartha to post her excitement, J to show dirty pictures (hehehe), to see if Crop Circles was abducted by aliens or if she was ever going to up date her blog, for TayCreek to post a cutie about her cutie, for Nick to blog her pre-teen, for Fuddy to come out of the closet....OMG this is obsessive. It's got to be.
I'm addicted - its like I need a bit of a shot of "scrapper".
Seriously, I think it's because I remove myself so much from all other life forms other than my DH/Kids/work (ie my friends) then when I get together with them I cannot get enough. I know that I am a lousy friend by times - I'm not the one to pick up the phone to call and make a date...but I would do anything for my friends. I truly would. My parents really instilled no PDA's and I think I try to over compensate to my kids and dh for that reason - I want them to hug and love as much as possible.
It's kinda sad really that more ppl don't realize that I really do have a very very soft heart and
that my "indifference" is really not indifference but rather not knowing what to say or how to act. I really am a shy little girl inside. Yup it's true SHY. I have to lure my "MC-look at me" person out and just do it. Not a whole lot of ppl will beleive this - but it's true. you know that video of the opening remarks? I will never view it--the thoughts make me queasy. Weird eh?
Ok so this is a strange post.....I wonder am I bi-polar?? UP UP UP DOWN DOWN DOWN. Nahh I think that not many get to see "real me" (the weekend real me) and it's unfortunate!!
Have a great weekend all...going to cuddle up with my guy!